Whoa.
Again.

That was different.

Whoa.
Much detail.

Nice.

Wow.

This really hit me.

xoxoxoxo

long time, no entry.

i missed reading your stuff.

welcome back. =]

Wow, I just LOVE this.

This is how I feel also.  I just love the beauty you show in your poems.

Absolutely Lovely.

I love this. I love your metaphor.
Sorry you made such a horrible mistake. Bleh. =[

umm..."probably" isn't the word for it. lol. "Definitly Unsuitable for Children" is more like it.

Lovely writing though. Capturing

Thanks for commenting.
I dont comment a lot either. =
I like the poem... as always.

THIS is why you are in my faves...

[SteeleBlack]

Man, I could read this poem over and over and over.  It means so much to me cuz it perfectly describes what I feel, what I know, about me and my f*%'d up relationship with B.

Your right, our diaries mirror each other.

What a crazy coincidence.

Thank you for putting it all into a beautiful, emotional, bewildering poem.

And your right, the words don't exist.......

thanks for commenting.

I like this poem, mostly because its actually in sentence/phrase form.
I cannot usually do that and make it consistent.

:) i'm so happy for u babe...

keep holding his hand....

I'm going semi-private because my ex-boyfriend is reading all my entries and that makes me vulnerable to him.

I don't want him to know about me anymore.

That song is so amazing.

Your poem's amazing too. =]

amazing. positively amazing.

I've yet to thankyou for your wonderful comments, they help =]
Those are great lyrics, and that poem at the end hit me autually.
Its everything im doing.
I cannot cry, i've pushed myself into a dark corner where pain cannot touch me. And instead of sitting here in the dark i should be fighting for the person i love, not letting him walk away.
Lifes a bitch sometimes.

So whats your boy situation?
I dont believe you've ever told me the whole story.
If your not comfortable sharing i completely understand.
Have a good night or day lovey.
Huggles.
<3

dont run away.... run to me....

i love you

xoxo

I like the style of that poem

very heartfelt <3

.:Kaitlin:.

This is really good. Keep it up!

=]

much love, Maggie Mutilate

Hello beautiful, how are you?
I must tell you that when you write its like im on the journey with you, i feel your pain through your words;
But you never fail to dissapoint either, your one my favorite writers<3

I've been finding recently that i too, do not know who i am most the time. I have to think about which color is my favorite, which food i prefer. Simple things like that. Its strange.

Huggles for you dearest, im hoping you are doing okay.
<33

i like this one A LOT. =]]]

you havent written in a while. i missed youuuuu. lol

hey,
did you write this?
i like it.

This entry really made me think...

I've given everything to you
And you only make me feel blue-
Yes, I'm coming undone
And it's all over you.
Look me in the eyes and you'll  never see the truth-
Don't step any closer
Cuz I can't fall in love with you.
You lay me to waste
And in your haste
You take everything I am
And now I am nothing.
This battle gets bloody
Tell me what I'm supposed to do-
Can't start loving you
Cuz you know too much anyway.
I cry everday-
You've seen me like this
And in every other way.
Don't see this weakness
Don't see the lie
I've tried to cover it up
You know that I have to try...
And I'll never give up
This wall-
Yeah and you're not too tall
To see over the bricks...
I don't want to lie
But I'm up to my tricks-
See me smile?
Well it's a lie.
See the tears?
Don't make me cry when you say you love me,
Don't lie to me
I know I'm not good enough.

How would you finish it?

It takes a certain kind
To be one of the hurtin' kind,
Yes, you cross my mind
But all it brings me is pain
Standing outside in the pouring rain
I think of you.
You've done things I'm too ashamed to speak of,
Crying and getting wet from the water above,
And you don't know
And you don't know what you do-
And you don't know
And you don't know what you do to her.
Oh, and you're not true-
I'll tell you what to do...
 Beg me for forgiveness
And maybe I'll forgive you,
You come and go
Just like the winter snow,
Here today and gone tomorrow
Take my tears they're yours to borrow
And I don't see pain on your face
Don't you know you're a damn disgrace.
Follow us around like you care
I turn around and you're not there-
You're a damn disgrace
Don't want to see your face-
We will replace
You
Just like autumn leaves from beautiful trees.
 

I can relate

I can relate

I can relate

The last paragraph said it all.

This is amazing. Again, you write my life!. lol

<33

this is really good. reminds me of my life.

YOU WRITE MY LIFE!!! lol

<33 maggie

Scarred my love
Counting the stars above
The number brings me near
Cry my love though I am here.
Sh, don't worry I need you
I've never said we were through
So don't walk away
I'm begging you to stay
For just another day-
You can't quit me
Though you are bleeding
And if captured your heart-
Don't walk away
I'm begging you to stay
Let's make a brand new start.

Hell sucks, doesn't it? I LIVE in Hell. It sucks.

I can honestly say, my life is a living Hell.

<3 Maggie Mutilate

I love this; There are no other words.

<3

[PerpetuallySearching]

You are talking to yourself.

Why not face the person you want to say it to.

You look like a goose to me !

The poem sounds like the Title.

Alone - Beautiful- Cold - Dead !

Exactly!

-PURESHEILD

O.M.G thank you for the comment!!! You made me feel soooo special and your right and i'm not talking to him or ex-capeing his phone calls

Thanks for the comment=}

Thialy.

Thanks for the comment i'm not sure if i'm allowed to use the word slut or not, but i'm gonna try cuz i like that one alot. lol so many of my friends have suggested and picked different ones so i'm drowning in options but yours really stuck out to me. thanks. MUCH LUV.

omg that is so sad...lemme guess he walked out on u nd ur mom, if he did im so sry i am always here to talk 2 u

-luv amanda-

thanks for the comment in my diary.
eh. youre not a bad person. I can
understand where youre coming from.
I kinda got bored with my boyfriend too
and that caused problems. rawr. and I did
come close to cheating as well.
enjoy life as a "crazy little ninja."
<3

 I have some of the same trouble as you with my poems. Sometimes they seem to drain my soul, and they seem really immature. But if I re-read them a month or two later, I can see their real value. Some really are lame, but others are miniature masterpieces, and the question comes to mind....Did I write that? Thats one of the best poems I ever read!( I havn't read many) I'm not a poet. I only write what seems good to me.

As far as Dan goes... You are doing the right thing by dumping him. He is obviously not your type. I was dull when I was younger too(and still am to most people) but some people mature slower than others, and in the future, you may see that Dan will grow into an exceptional individual. His true riches are to be uncovered in tommorrows world. His value to himself and others most likely will come to fruition and he will become a man worthy of respect and perhaps even to swoon over.

It saddens me that you have been sexual with his friend. I've always thought that sex was a special thing. A girls body should not be cast around like the little ball in a game of " jacks". Sex feels great, but for what part of you, do you have to offer the love of your future life, that you have not given freely to many others before. I think that your future husband should have a nice juicy apple, not the discarded core from samplers of the past. But alas, I come from a previous generation, and my morals are out-dated. So I will leave you with only this...Respect yourself, for you have a value beyond that obtained by millionaires. And respect others who have the wisdom to acknowledge that value. Dont lend your treasure to those who have no intention to repay you. Do your research.It will open your eyes to the truth.

Here is an elusive thought of a drunk mind................................................................................................................what if, why, what is, I don;t know, and why and what was, and what was once someting that was something was really nothing that nothing really turned out to be a wonderful ball of fire.... sweeett sour bitter, taste what with this tastless act of a conciousious mind, damn how do I spellllllllllllllllllll

thanx for the comment ill work on it

[skydiver]

That sh*t is hot I like it nice job:]

Thialy.

these kinda do answer lifes questions.

If those are truley your words,

then you are some sort of undiscovered talent

sky

By that poem thing i kind od have the idea that a girl or boy is in love with someon but cant have them or they are with someone and dont want to be anymore and have seen someone else they want to be with.....

Is any of them right?

haha. thanks. i like your peom thingy. its good.

and gerard way is minee!!! lol jk. i'll share.

<33 maggie mutilate

this is a really pretty poem. i love it!

hey and it rhymes! thats a plus.

=]